Old Habits Are Hard to Break

Sometimes it pays to be ignorant but I think I may be too smart to be ignorant. I managed to search for him in Friendster using his email address. He was not what I thought him to be. When we spoke to him last night, he came across as a shy guy and he looked very 'mian tian'. The type of guy I like, just like my 'knight' (please read earlier post). But when I looked at the pictures he published in Friendster, I was disappointed. I am not surprised that he has a girlfriend back in Indonesia, afterall he is a very good-looking guy, even if he doesn't go after girls, throngs of girls will be after him. He is definitely very outstanding, you can easily spot him in a group picture. Then the pictures of him half-naked in different poses made me realise he's definitely not a shy guy. Sigh, it really spoils the image I had painted of him in my heart. Nevertheless I will still upload his picture into my blog. He is a first for me. Someone I wouldn't want to forget.

Ignorance is bliss......